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Ann Werner's avatar

When I went to bed on November 5, 2024, I had a rock lodged in my stomach that stayed there for weeks. I knew we were in for something terrible and decided that I was going to investigate moving out of this country. I got a passport and I booked a trip to a little town in Portugal. I had planned to use it as a base to take a look around at the places along the coast, but without going into long and boring details, that didn’t happen. I had a to cut my trip short due to a number of factors. In the end, I saw that my higher self arranged it so I would not be moving out of the country. I know it was the right decision to stay, but I’ll be honest and tell you that there are days now when I think I could be in Portugal right now. But it wouldn’t shield me from this horror because I have a friend who lives there and she is scared to death. So it isn’t just Americans. The entire world is watching us and they are all extremely cognizant of the fact that we have a maniac in charge and he is in charge of this huge nuclear arsenal that he does not have the maturity to handle. I never thought that this would be my so-called golden years. But they are. I’m just one person, but I will do everything in my power, until my dying day if need be, to put an end this filthy scourge masquerading as government. It is exhausting, but I will never give up and I will never give in because as I’ve said on several occasions, the only way out of this is to go through it. I do have faith that we will prevail, but sometimes I just have to break down and cry to relieve the pressure. It really helps to be a member of the Substack community of kind and sane people. I know there are some who are right wing apologists here and don’t share my views, but I just block them for the fools they are.

D. Earl Stephens ✍️'s avatar

Thanks for putting all that into this space, Ann. Glad to fight alongside you.

Bill Corbett's avatar

Ann, I have felt the same about leaving, but I've been to Europe serving in the USN and it's a lovely place and my time there was a long time ago, 50 years back, on the other hand my children are here and my grandchildren are here, they can't leave and I can abandon them now if the face of this. If I were the NATO countries I would all get together and decree that no US citizens are welcome in any of their countries and as a European, I would not come here. Some of that is already happening, at least from what I am observing, let me explain. My wife and I are snowbirds and travel to southern Florida for the three months of Jan., Feb., and March. We have been doing this for about 7 years and this year, it is dead, and tourism is way off and it will be interesting to see if this holds true through spring break. If it's any consolation, we are not coming back next year and maybe never again to Florida unless it's on the way to a different destination. We are making tentative plans to visit blue states going forward. I know there are none in the south where it is warm, but that could always change. I have rambled on here long enough, but I think the economic tide is turning and not in a good way. Stay here, stay focused, and we will get through this and bring these murderers to justice.

Megan Ross's avatar

The Palm Springs, California areas are in the south, albeit, across the country, we have beautiful weather 8 months a year, and we are definitely a Blue state! Because so many Canadians have sold their properties here, or have put them on the market, for sale and/or rent, there are a lot of great deals to be had, whether you want to buy a little place, or rent one. We would welcome you with open arms! 😊

Bill Corbett's avatar

Megan, thank you for that and I have friends from HS that live up and down the west coast and we will definitely be taking a look at that and the area you mentioned. Interesting in your comment about Canadians leaving and it's the same here in Florida as real estate prices are depressed and I don't expect that to change until there is a substantial change in the WH.

Megan Ross's avatar

I moved to a wonderful gated 55+ community in northwest Desert Hot Springs, to live full-time, just a short, 15 minute drive from Palm Springs, in October 2021. My home cost about half of what I'd have paid in Palm Springs, in a much quieter neighborhood and up in the Shadow Hills, where it's a bit cooler in the summer than P.S. After living on an island in the Pacific Northwest my entire life, I needed to get out of the cold, wet and dreary weather that is present 8-9 months per year. My former PNW neighbors came for a visit a couple of years ago and debated on buying a small Park model mobile home in Almar Acres, a beautiful, gated 55+ community here in Desert Hot Springs. They made the leap last year and for $60,000, purchased one. They cooperatively own the land with the other tenants but you can only live there nine months per year. Taxes are included in your HOA fee of $110 per month. Water and power is inexpensive, especially if you have solar panels and water is about $10 a month. Amazingly, they have their own well with natural spring water, including geothermally heated, mineral spring water, which they fill their pool and hot tubs with! The prices have come down exponentially since TRump took office. FYI: I chose to buy my stick-built stucco home up in northwest Desert Hot Springs, because of the water situation here. We have plenty of it! We have an incredible aquifer, that is plentiful and has won worldwide awards for its quality. As I mentioned, there are a lot of seasonal rentals here, too. Good luck with everything! 🙂

Bill Corbett's avatar

Magan, again thanks for all this, and it's funny because my wife and I sold our home of 33 years last summer and moved to a 55+ community ourselves in KC. We love being free of home ownership and that feeling of lock the door and go see other places. Your description of your situation is very intriguing and worth my time to possibly look. Thank you again and have a wonderful evening. I love subtack!

Megan Ross's avatar

Anytime! I'm also really enjoying Substack. It's been so nice to get REAL news and meet like-minded people who share so many common interests. Be well.😊

Helen Stajninger's avatar

Thank you Ann Werner.

Annie's avatar

Thank you, Ann, from someone who not only shares your name but feels much the same as you. I, too, dreamed of moving to Portugal and still do on days like today.

KKG's avatar

Ann, thanks for sharing your story here. We were on a similar path . A few nights before Nov 5 2024 my husband and I were celebrating our birthdays in Sedona . I asked him this question : “will you really be able to leave your mom and your kids and move to Portugal? “ Portugal was our escape plan if he was “ elected “ again . We had applied for citizenship in 2023 through a visa process. I knew the answer was no and I knew it was the right one . How could we leave his then 94 year old mom here? We moved to San Diego instead, near more family. We can still go but I know we won’t although I often wish we had left a year ago . I share your feelings. I’m 68 and wanted to have a sweet retirement. Instead I’m here and i believe it’s for a reason . Maybe we’re like the legendary peacock who eats the poisonous plants in the forest that other animals can’t eat so they can live . We’re still following through on the rigorous process to get the visa but I don’t see us leaving, I see us staying to fight right alongside you and all the good people here .

Diane Lee's avatar

I appreciate you Ann, thank you for bringing some awareness to my day. I've been almost "disoriented" by my grieving at these past two murders I've witnessed on tv. Your strength here helped a lot. Be safe out there 🙏💙🕊️

Megan Ross's avatar

I wish I could love this post of yours a hundred times! Thank you, thank you, thank you! I too contemplated moving to either Spain or Portugal, and was getting all my ducks in a row when it hit me like a a ton of bricks that I needed to stay and fight. While my anger at TRump supporters has grown even more, the love I feel for my fellow Americans, like you, has grown stronger every day, and you give me the strength to fight another day! From bottom of my heart, thank you and I love you!

Ann's avatar

Right now, I’m too angry and sad and bitter to write anything even remotely this coherent. So, thank you once again for putting into words everything I needed to say and hear.

I’m here! I’m angry! And I’m not going anywhere!

D. Earl Stephens ✍️'s avatar

I never had a doubt. This piece was written for patriots like you, Ann.

Sharon Bjork's avatar

Earl on fire...

All I can say is...for those sitting comfortably at home...White Privilege is not what it used to be. Black and Brown people have been in this fight forever, it is well past time for White People to step up and fight harder against these incompetent fools.

D. Earl Stephens ✍️'s avatar

Well said, Sharon.

Bill Corbett's avatar

Absolutely, because white people are now being killed like black, brown, whatever color you chose by nazi's.

TheTruthWillSetYouFree's avatar

And sadly I think it needed to happen this way. I told my husband this summer when ICE started their window smashing and abducting that someone was going to get killed. I thought it would be an ICE agent being killed by a legal gun owner defending themselves. However, I do think this needed to happen in order for us white people to wake up. While this is still not the persecution because of our skin color that our BIPOC friends have experienced, it is a starting wake up call that nobody is safe from being murdered by this out of control administration and the out of control people they have employed. The problem is not all law enforcement officers, it is THESE DHS law enforcement officers who have been given authority to do whatever they want to the people in this country. And it is not acceptable and we must make it stop.

I think the good news is that more white Americans ARE waking up. And now that they are seeing the truth about this administration, we can come together to take down this racist and fascist regime and re-create our country into one that loves, honors and lifts up everyone regardless of your skin color.

And no more compromising with the racists like we did after the Civil War. We need to root out the bigotry and hate and deal with it. Get these people into intense therapy to deal with their anger and hate with our new universal healthcare or require some kind of socialization experience where they have to live and work with people of color and see that we are all God’s children who basically want the same things - food, shelter, clean water, safe communities, access to healthcare, enough income to afford these things, etc. etc.

Megan Ross's avatar

I share your feelings about making sure that this Administration pays dearly for the chaos mayhem and destruction they have caused during their reign. I love Joe biden, I really do, but, we cannot just stand idly by, like Merrick Garland did, and let this go. Our allies will never trust us if we do not bring these people to justice! It's going to take years to undo the damage that this fascist regime has done to our nation. I'm ready!!🇺🇸

Joe Bacon's avatar

The only hope that I have left is seeing a start of the world turning on Trump.

Denmark, Sweden and India are dumping US Treasury securities.

A movement is growing to boycott World Cup games scheduled to be played in the US.

Another movement is growing to boycott the 2028 Olympics in Los Angeles.

If we cannot save ourselves one hopes the rest of the world will step up and help us get rid of the Nazi infection in the US.

Cindy's avatar

I agree. If we can’t save ourselves the world needs to turn against us.

TheTruthWillSetYouFree's avatar

The dumping of securities will destroy our economy but maybe that’s exactly what needs to happen for EVERYONE to wake up! Even the billionaires!!

Megan Ross's avatar

Unfortunately, the billionaires will escape unscathed, unlike the rest of us. But I get it, something really drastic needs to happen for some people to open their eyes and see what's really going on.😞

Joe Bacon's avatar

What angers me is how 40% of the country loves what Trump and his Gestapo are doing and nothing will change their minds.

Looking at rightwingwatch.com and seeing how right wing Pulpit Pimps are blessing the Gestapo and they want more blood shed in the streets.

This Jew is scared to death...

D. Earl Stephens ✍️'s avatar

To not be scared is to already be dead, Joe.

Franky Edder's avatar

They like what they see, and cheer what the pig is doing. That's because they hate the same people Trump hates. They want to see people harmed that trump wants to harm. They don't care about the damage it does to the country, or even to themselves.

Joe Bacon's avatar

Trump has done only one sort of good thing--he's shown just how racist almost half of this country really is. He's made it acceptable for them to be assholes in public.

Diane Lee's avatar

I'm scared to death too, for all of our progressive Democrats who love freedom, equality, peace and tranquility. It's hard to know we have to fight fellow Americans now 😞. I'm traumatized at what is happening. Be safe out there 🙏💙🕊️

Sandra's avatar

This Canadian says Thank You 🙏🇨🇦

Frank's avatar

This nation still has a ton of people who don’t realize that at some point this regime will come for them too.

Ruby Slipper's avatar

As always Earl, I thank you for the truth. Yes, this country has never been great. It sickens me when I think of the lies I was told as a child. And now, this morally rotten orange roach is quickly moving this country to one where wealthy, white, Christian nationalists will thrive while the rest of us will be left to rot. I certainly don't intend to give up rather, why not call things for what they are? Depressing as hell yes, but the fact that so many are taking to the streets is excellent. Additionally, the fact that hundreds are taking to the streets to watch a procession of Buddhist monks walking to DC shows me people do want peace and compassion, empathy, not hate and brutality. Earl, wish I had your way with words. Often hard for me to express myself.

D. Earl Stephens ✍️'s avatar

You do just fine, Ruby!

Cam Choiniere's avatar

I was on the side of the road as the monks walked through Salisbury NC. The crowd was an incredible mix of people who were respectful and in awe of each step we witnessed. If these people truly felt and desire the peace exuded by these brave, precious men (and they vote), I feel a tinge of hope for our country. 🩷 to them.

enythe green's avatar

We watched it live on TV

Plain as day for all to see

The beatings of our Capitol

Police

But Repubs say it was aday of peace

We saw a mother of 3 get shot

But Trumps’ goons said we did not

C B.S, said Ross had internal

bleeding

What newssource where they reading?

another tragedy an ICU nurse

shot dead

Alex and Renee on Minnesota streets they bled

Witnesses and videos showed the facts

Now time to give ICE the axe!

virginia arthur's avatar

Thank you, Earl. You are correct. We all knew this would happen. Hillary knew it and so did Kamala. They told us what would happen if trump were elected again. People thought all of his talk about revenge was jus that, talk, and trump being trump. Now they see that he was serious. He is punishing the Blue states in the most brutal way possible, by sending armed thugs into those states and allowing ICE to be as hostile and aggressive as they can be towards American citizens. I wish the states could call in their National Guard troops to stop them from harming one more person.

D. Earl Stephens ✍️'s avatar

Everybody better wake up and join the rest of us, who have been proudly woke for decades.

Bill Corbett's avatar

Woke is a badge of honor.

virginia arthur's avatar

Yes they should, before the next murder by ICE!

Tam's avatar

🇬🇧 Moscow's man in the White House(partially demolished without permit) is perpetrating an insurrection against your constitution again, already.

I'm not sure American folk are ready to see it however.

Steve Frass's avatar

Earl,

I am distraught. I am distressed. I am deeply disappointed. I am devastated by yesterday’s ICE shooting in Minneapolis.

Yes, I had all those feelings when Renee Good was murdered. I thought and I prayed there would be no more. I was wrong!

This has to stop. This Nazi wannabe organization needs to be removed from the face of this earth. I am going to watch the NFL playoffs shortly because I want to forget about ICE for six hours. I do know that that tomorrow morning, all those afore mentioned feelings will return. The pit in my stomach will return. The very sick feeling that I have had for the last 24-hours will be back. Thank you for your strong voice and your strength to speak truth to power. I am hoping that murders stop now. But, I seriously doubt it. 😢

D. Earl Stephens ✍️'s avatar

Enjoy the football, Steve. We could all use a temporary distraction.

-Cheers

LeslieN's avatar
2dEdited

The games are on at our house as well. Not so sure my random comments are appreciated, like "See ALL those fans and that energy and excitement? If a fraction of that was directed at saving our 🤬 democracy, we would NOT be dealing with this 🤬right now!" I'll spare you all the rest.

Bill John's avatar

Trump is a murdering Nazi pig and his Administration are all murdering Nazi pigs. This Country needs to rid itself of ALL the Nazi swine we have residing here.

Robbie Roberts's avatar

Sent to my GOP senator at dawn ( the one that i think can read)

Sentator,

ICE is acting as a Gestapo, as Brown Shirts. There’s no denying and no spinning it in some other direction. They are killing American citizens in violation of the Bill of Rights, and that means in violation of the Constitution of the United States.

I never thought I would live to see a truly lawless United States government, ignoring the rule of law that I saw until now as sacrosanct. How about you? You’re an officer of the United States government. You ok with murdering a citizen, an American woman in her car, on a residential street by masked men? You ok with gang-tackling, kicking, pepper-spraying and then gang-shooting a VA employee, a nurse and, again, a citizen, for god’s sake, because he tried to help a woman who had been pepper-sprayed?

I’m not OK. This is being done in my name — and yours, and all Americans’ — with our tax dollars.

Step up. Be a Republican voice that says I will not vote to fund any more of this!

Then take it a step further. Co-sponsor a bipartisan bill that address these injustices — this corrupt “immigration operation” and these corrupt murders that are more about obtaining election data than undocumented immigration, as it turns out. Pass a law that reorganizes DHS, that makes ICE professional law enforcement and puts it back at the border policing immigration and customs enforcement, not occupying American cities against the wishes of American citizens.

Be a leader, be a man among all these scared, mousy, self-serving Congressmen and Congresswomen.

Your comments over the past month have you halfway there. Go all the way. Serve us. Serve your country. It needs you.

Sincerely,

Susan Rose's avatar

Wish this wasn't true. But those of us reading this know all too well you are expressing the truth - about everything. I'm on overload today just trying to function.

D. Earl Stephens ✍️'s avatar

We are all here for you, Susan.

Susan Rose's avatar

Thank you, Earl, and all of you! Connecting with like minded people helps me get through all this. I sincerely believe we are here for each other, and that is how we will survive. I appreciate all of you ...

Sun's avatar

Same to you, Susan Rose and Earl 💙

Diane Lee's avatar

I appreciate you Susan, thank you for your kindness 🙏💙🕊️

Ann Anderson's avatar

I won't be satisfied until the key players in this horror show are wearing orange jump suits. I will never forgive these monsters or anyone who voted for this Nazi nightmare.

D. Earl Stephens ✍️'s avatar

They are monsters indeed, Ann.

Al Bellenchia's avatar

The executive branch of the US Government is waging war on its citizens. It is killing US citizens. It is lying about it. It is covering up its plans and intent. These are illegal, unlawful and immoral actions.

If this FACT does not cause you to take action, you are irredeemable.

“Freedom is the continuous action we all must take, and each generation must do its part to create an even more fair, more just society." - John Lewis

D. Earl Stephens ✍️'s avatar

Preach, Brother Al.